someone can make her happy but not me,
someone can so happy be with her but not me,
someone can win her heart but not me,
someone she choosing but not me,
what i done already done,
feeling this type of thing cant be forced,
she still not mine gf,
i am so stupid enough to ask her to play hard now,
coz i have planned the ever stupid thing in the world,
coz i planned to wait for her till when she turn 18 and buy her a gold ring to propose to her,
but now i think this plan was cute and stupid,
i have make clear to her,
yup,as u say we be friends,i also think this is the best way,
but when ever i saw/see her my feeling feels alot of her,
even i know she doesn't belong to mine now and forever,
cause i believe i will nv suit her,
i am not her cup of tea,
i am so lucky that i did not buy her the gold ring (last few days),
cause i am a bit too rush to win her heart back even thought i know she will reject me,
u guys know,true love is really hard to control what we don't want to do,
a gold ring is men to be the one u can trust and live on,
she the one i would wish to marry her but she the one that i will not trust but to live on,
i believe a pretty girl is very hard to trust them with the heart,
or else u guys will ended the same like me,
we learn to give,
we learn to let go,
but we never learn to take from others,
i have to really treat her like friends,
i wish i can,
i believe what come around goes around too,
so i have return it to her,
i hope she can be disappear in my heart,
in our life there's always few we loved the most,
and my first is her,
i wish the second important person will come out in my life soon,
i have learned my lesson,
concentrate on study,money,family,friends and my cca now!
stopped here again!

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